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Tha Carter III Lil Wayne
"suicide" doors on cars open opposite the normal direction of car doors. some people change their doors to open this way to look cool, but they were also standard on some older cars - dangerous with poor visibility when exiting (you could kill yourself).
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People get a tear drop tattoo on their face near their eye to represent that have killed someone. Lil Wayne is saying that he didn't get the tear drop tattoos just to look cool, he is implying that he actually killed someone and that's why he got them.
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